DOES HEAVEN HAVE A PHONE NUMBER? / Mollie Austin (Baileys Twin )
Bailey went to Heaven, but We need him here today, We need him right away, Operator, can you tell me how to find him in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part? I don't know where to look. I think my Mummy needs him too; at night I hear Her cry. I hear Her call his name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call him, he will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? He’s been gone a long, long time; he needs to come home now! I really need to reach him, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big, big words; I am only one, not seven. I'm sorry, operator, I didn't mean to make you cry, So Operator, Please help me find Bailey. Then Mummy she won’t cry. Coz Bailey will be back with us, and not an angel in the sky.
Don't think of him as gone away - his journey's just begun; life holds so many facets - this earth is only one. Just think of him as resting from the sorrows and the tears in a place of warmth & comfort where there are no days and years. Think how he must be wishing that we could know, today, how nothing but our sadness can really pass away. And think of him as living in the hearts of those he touched........ for nothing loved is ever lost - and he was loved so much.
A Poem - What Makes A Mother / Alex And Tia Hutchinson (Cousins) I thought of you and closed my eyes And prayed to God today I asked "What makes a Mother?" And I know I heard Him say. "A Mother has a baby" This we know is true "But God can you be a Mother, When your baby's not with you?" "Yes, you can," He replied With confidence in His voice "I give many women babies, When they leave is not their choice. Some I send for a lifetime, And others for the day. And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay." "I just don't understand this God I want my baby to be here." He took a deep breath and cleared His throat, And then I saw the tear. "I wish I could show you, What your child is doing today. If you could see your child's smile, With all the other children and say... 'We go to Earth to learn our lessons, Of love and life and fear. My Mummy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here. I feel so lucky to have a Mum, Who had so much love for me. I learned my lessons very quickly, My Mummy set me free. I miss my Mummy oh so much, But I visit her every day. When she goes to sleep, On her pillow's where I lay I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, And whisper in her ear. Mummy don't be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here.' "So you see my dear sweet ones, your children are okay. Your babies are born here in My home, And this is where they'll stay. They'll wait for you with Me, Until your lesson's through. And on the day that you come home they'll be at the gates for you. So now you see what makes a Mother, It's the feeling in your heart it's the love you had so much of Right from the very start Though some on earth may not realize, you are a Mother. Until their time is done. They'll be up here with Me one day and know that you are the best one!"
my son / Tracy Austin (mummy) On the day God took you I thought that I would die I wondered where the time went? I asked alot of whys?? With people all around me I felt alone inside From all their words of comfort, I couldn't seem to hide, I thought I might be dreaming That I'd wake and find you here, I thought "This can't be happening." As I wiped another tear. On the day that you were laid to rest My heart broke yet again, I wondered if the pain would end, But mostly, I wondered when?? It's hard to be without you, At times the days seem long, Sometimes I just sit crying, When there's really nothing wrong. I wish we'd had more time, Before your life was done. I hope your resting peacefully, My precious little son.xxxx
Sleep well darling xxxx / Karen Kemp (Friend of the family )Read >>
Sleep well darling xxxx / Karen Kemp (Friend of the family )
Just thought I would pop along to say that we are all thinking of Prince Bailey today, its amazing how four years fly by so quickly, but also feel like so long ago.
Bailey - Although we never met, I often talk about you and your beautiful, strong and admirable twin sister who really is an inspiration. As for your parents and your big brothers they really are something else, for people with strength like that really do deserve medals. If I had half the strength of your Mummy, I would be a happy lady!! So, sleep well Bailey Oliver, look after your very precious family and I know that the angels are looking after you. With love, hugs and a big sloppy kiss, Karen xxxxx
Trace & Chris - I love you both so much, I am always the other end of the tunnel if you want anything and I really really admire your strengths so much, and I know I tell you often but I dont think you will ever know just how much. You are an amazing couple and I am honoured to be part of your lives.
Now enough of the sloppyness coz I dont do it easy!!
When will the pain go? Why does it hurt everytime I think or you? Why doesn't it get any easier? WHY WHY YOU??? Some days I get so angry, thinking what did we do wrong?? Other days I smile blessed that I had a son and when the day finally comes I will see you again. Everytime I put Mollie to bed I look at you and smile, I'm sure you are watching down upon us, Mollie smiles a giggles looking up at the ceiling as thou you are playing with her. When this happens I smile and even thou you are gone it gives me comfort. I still find it hard to put my thought into words, some people may think I don't care, this couldn't be further from the truth. My heart has a little piece which is just for you and belongs to nobody else. I don't know when I will be able to but my thoughts again into words, but I konw you know that you are always with me. God Bless my Son. X X X X
4 Years have passed / Lisa Richard Alex And Tia Hutchinson Read >>
4 Years have passed / Lisa Richard Alex And Tia Hutchinson
4 Years have passed since You grew Your angel wings Bailey, You will always be remembered and You will always be missed, Keep on looking down on Mollie and keeping Her strong enough to overcome any obstacles that life puts in Her way. RIP Bailey ~ A tiny flower leant not given to bud on earth and bloom in heaven xXx
We think of you still every day.Its been 4 years tomorrow Bailey,yet it still only feels like we lost you yesterday.I remember walking onto the unit preparing to kiss you goodnight,yet the doctors words didnt ring true,telling us that they couldnt save you and that you had grown your wings already! How could they let you die without letting us see you alive just one more time? They took that from us.I will never forget that!
We will let balloons go for you tomorrow ok,dont forget to catch them.Love you Bailey.xxxx
Sorry I haven't put my words to print in a long while, the pain is still here I'm not sure if it will ever go, the only thing that keeps me form breaking down is your beautiful sister who seems to shine for both of you. She started pre school last week, wish it had been yours as well. Each night when we put Mollie to bed you are there looking down on her, you have pride of place. You are always in my thoughts I think of you every day.
Hope Nan & Grandad ( Austin ) & Grandad ( Woodland ) are looking after you.
I didnt forget you / Auntie Lisa
Hello little man,
I know i didnt pop by and wish a merrry christmas or even a happy new year but please dont think that this means i forgot about you because i didnt.
As im sure you know i had a little chat with you wishing you a merry christmas on christmas morning and also thought about you as the bells brought in the new year.
So just because i havent popped on here to say hello to you please remember that im always thinking about you, you will never be forgotten as you are in my heart, now and always.
Miss you baby boy. / Tracy Austin (Mummy)
Hey my special boy.Im so sorry i havent been on here to chat to you lately.We still think of you daily.I do speak to you daily though when i get Mollie up in the morning and i see you sitting on the shelf.I love you so much Bailey,i will be back soon,i promise.xx Close
Thinking of You all at Christmas Time / Lisa Richard Alex And Tia Read >>
Thinking of You all at Christmas Time / Lisa Richard Alex And Tia
Jingle bells, cookie smells,
3 years today / Auntie Lisa
Its 3 years today since your got your angel wings and flew, and i hope you still know that i still think of you. There is a special place where you will always be a part and that special place is right here in my heart. Close
With love / Patricia Austin
Darling Bailey it is three years since I held you in my arms for the first and last time, the memory will be with me fo ever. Stay safe in the arms of those that love you. All my love, Nanny xxx Close
THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ON YOUR ANGEL DATE / Mandy (None)Read >>
THINKING OF YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ON YOUR ANGEL DATE / Mandy (None)
Bailey and family, You are in my thoughts and prayers God bless you
Mandy Dillsworth Grandaughter to Angels Jack and Garnet Mayhew
Hello from Australia / Bianca Gooley
I have come across your beautiful site. Something I should have done more than 2 years ago. Although my angel died inside me, it is still a life. Your baby boy is beautiful. 'Is' because he will always be your baby boy. I have a gorgeous daughter now. I am thankful. I have put everyhting I've gone through (losing my baby on the same day as my father in law's funeral) into a positive. I have created a business to help preserve the memory of our loved ones. 'Lily - celebratig life'. Here in Australia there is a need for people to help others when planning funerals, celebrations of people's lives and also what happens afterwards. I help create funerals that are personalised and unique to that person. From mass booklets to Memory Albums, I want to help others through this time. I also want to let Bailey's father know that there is no wrong or right way to grieve. Men and women are different. You can talk or think of your son whenever you wish. You don't need to type or write it down all the time. I do because that's the way I've dealt with things but my husband doesn't. He may come out with something about our baby totally out of the blue. The bottom line is we all care. We just express it differently. You both seem like lovely parents. Your Mollie is beautiful and if I have another girl I've always wanted her to be called Molly! Thank you for sharing your story. Close
to good for earth (poem) / Louise (Mummy2Sam) Brown (just met your mum on a baby site )Read >>
to good for earth (poem) / Louise (Mummy2Sam) Brown (just met your mum on a baby site )
A Child Loaned
''I'll lend you for a little time A child of mine.'' He said. ''For you to love the while he lives, And mourn for when he's dead. It may be six or seven years Or twenty-two or three. But will you till i call him back. Take care of him for me? He'll bring his charms to gladden you And should his stay be brief. You'll have his lovely memories As solace for your grief.
My heart goes out to you. / Katrina Baker (None)
I can not understand how you feel but i can send you all my love for a truely special family. xxxxxxxx Close
Angels/ Pat Austin (nanny)
Angels do not die, they do not lose their loved ones, young and old, to another place. But they hold onto the loved ones we have lost until we can get there to hold them again.
God bless Bailey, you are in my thoughts and heart for ever,